I'm fallible and imperfect, and don't deserve or aspire to be called, or ever be looked up to as, a Leader in God's kingdom.
I'm at the very bottom rung, struggling to be a follower ... and to embrace a Type J personality instead.
How can it be that you, my king, would die for me? -Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. - But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. - Whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ.